i don't know if u'll accept this precis. i don't even know what we are. i'm quite sure though that we're not "us." it's understood. we're labeless. i know. but i love u. and u love me. u said so. or i just imagined. i dont know. whatever. what matters is that we are "we." not us, though. just "we." u get the point. doesn't matter if others dont. the hell. who are they to judge me? u? us? 'we'? wahh. very clever. we not being us. to conceal what we have. not to brag what we're enjoying. very, very clever. nibbles are everywhere. cuddles fly. feeling each other silently. holding hands under the table. talking about bellybuttons and MJ. "i love u"s and "can i keep u"s are just a text away. being u. being me. being us. being "we." it's fun. more than fun, it's romantic. it's a luxury being with u. dang. don't leave me. please. never leave me. ur my miracle. ur my koi. im spoiled forever loving u, julia. i don't know if u'll post this.
i dare you. post this. for me. for you.